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Sunday, November 29th, 2009

- Compupter fixorated

7:40 am

Yes, Because I am generally amazing I fixed the computer! hehe. I will not say what it was that was wrong. I have far more important things to do! Namely have chinese for breakfast (Yay!) then go to work (boo!)

Have a good day all!

(Am I special?)

Saturday, November 28th, 2009



2:26 pm

Awesome. Our desktop computer died a few hours ago. I can't figure out what it is. It gets stuck on something to do with the ethernet controller when loading up. Since that's part of the motherboard i have no idea why. My laptop has is also in transit to me having not been repaired because they say It's a spill on the keyboard that's not covered by manufacturers warrenty. Just had an argument with the guy on the phone pointing out It's covered for accidental damage which he agreed with so it'll be sent back again. I.m a lil concerned about that though because there was no spill when i sent it off, it seemed like a loose ribbon cable to me. So yeah looks like There's gonna be no computer here for a while. I may just give in to temptation and buy one this afternoon. Either cheap desktop or a net book :/

(Am I special?)


- Life right now

7:54 am

Meh. Is there a way to make this day like 96 hours long?

I'd like to:

Sleep for another 18 hours, spend time with Stacey, meet with friends and sort out the spare room today. All of which I'm gagging to do... what do I choose?

I think I'll start with sleep :D

(I got 1 lover!! | Am I special?)

Wednesday, November 25th, 2009

- About to leave Plymouth once again

10:17 am

For my final few days in Weston. Not particularly looking forward to it. Also since mylaptop is in for repairs I will only be able to go online on my phone, and that'll be rare since the reception is pants. Joy.

Wish me luck all, I'm missing you guys!

(Am I special?)

Tuesday, November 24th, 2009

- I have officially lost it

10:30 pm

I'm listening to "The streets" and saying "haha, this is actually a decent tune"

What the hell is wrong with me? I'll be into UK Garage next.

(I got 3 lovers!! | Am I special?)

Monday, November 23rd, 2009

- Meh

6:44 pm

£339 to MOT the FocARSE.

Dayum *goes and cries*

(Am I special?)


- Well well well

2:55 am

I actually took this very same test in 1999, A certain Nikki pointed me towards it. Interestingly enough I've been looking for it for a while and the website which I originally took it on. Unfortunately this isn't the same site, but oh well.

S.A.G.E. Test Results
Your Raw Score is: 520, which indicates that overall you are Androgynous

Your appearance is Androgynous

Your brain processes are mostly that of a Androgynous person.

You appear to socialize in a feminine manner.

You believe you have major conflicts about your gender identity.

You indicated your were born Male.

ANALYSIS:
Male to Female Transsexual in doubt about your ability to successfully transition.
NOTES:

Your Answers indicate your psychological state has likely prevailed since you were quite young.



I got the same result then as well.

http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/sage/

(I got 4 lovers!! | Am I special?)

Sunday, November 22nd, 2009

- You know what

3:09 am

I.m sick to the back teeth of being called a judgementat asshole with no common sense and a bigoted streak a mile wide. It wears me down hearing it every time i come online. If you want to carry on your 'oh woe is me, the world hates me and I.m so discriminated against all the time and There's nothing you can do to convince me otherwise' then fine. Come see me when you get your collective heads out your asses! I.m sick of it!

(I got 3 lovers!! | Am I special?)

Saturday, November 21st, 2009

- I really hate the phone reception here

12:11 am

I simply cannot send a text. I get texts about 3 hours after they're sent and then I'd have to get up and dressed to send a reply.

So sorry to anyone who has text me over the last couple days. I'm not ignoring you... I just got your texts stupidly late and have no signal to reply... although god knows how I got the text you sent without a signal but I guess it's a wonder of modern technology eh?

(Am I special?)

Thursday, November 19th, 2009

- Musings whilst on the loo**

9:06 pm

That pina colada song. It's about a guy who wants to cheat on his wife and so puts a personals ad out. Then gets a reply from this person who melts his heart and they decide to meet up and oh lol, it's actually his wife.

Seriously, you'd be pretty pissed off wouldn't you. Highlighting the issues in your marriage right there!





** Musings whilst on the loo may well become a regular feature on JannerJournal. It seems to be the only time I'm alone and get to think about the really important stuff :)

(I got 1 lover!! | Am I special?)

Wednesday, November 18th, 2009

- Saw this and thought of you

12:10 pm

For everyone's favourite sparkly lover of the vamps [info]madrugadita

You know you want them!

http://failblog.org/2009/11/18/underwear-fail-3/

(I got 1 lover!! | Am I special?)


- *breaths deeply*

11:24 am

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

FFS. Everyone here needs a reality check! They all want to walk out just because they're being told to do some damned work. It's driving me crazy as well as stressing me the feck out!

I think I need a hugg :/

(I got 4 lovers!! | Am I special?)

Tuesday, November 17th, 2009

- Is time for work.

9:36 am

10am till about 1am. Meeeental!

(Am I special?)


- It's ok people

8:56 am

You can rest assured that I am now ready for parenthood after finding this very informative site:

http://www.c00lstuff.com/1133/Do_s_and_don_ts_with_babies/

I'll bare the advice in mind :D

(I got 4 lovers!! | Am I special?)

Monday, November 16th, 2009

- That wasted 25 minutes :)

6:51 am

1.Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N: Uhhhhh no
2.Are you single? No
3.What is your favorite number? Don't really have one
4.What is your favorite color? Purple
5.Least favorite color? Baby Pink *pukes*
6.What are you listening to? Scuzz
7.Are you happy with your life right now? Yes and no
8.Are you involved with anyone? I'd like to think so!
9.What is your favorite subject in school/ college? Science
10.Do you shop at Abercrombie? Nope
11.Do you have money? What is this "money" which you speak of?
12.Would you take an ex back? Not now I have my wife
14.Are you gay? Nope
15.Where do you wish you were right now? bed
16.What should you be doing right now? Going to WSM

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble? Yes
Can you do a cart wheel? Lol no
Can you touch your toes? Yes
Can you wiggle your ears? No
Can you touch your tongue to your nose? No

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor? Don't think so
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? No
Did you ever want to be a teacher? Yes
Did you ever break the law? Yep

THE Dos:
Do you like rollercoasters? Yeah
Do you own a bike? Not anymore
Do you play the lotto? Occasionally
Do you like football? Eh, I'm indifferent
Do you have a shopping addiction? Don't think so

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics? Not for years and years. Would be nice to do it with the little nipper though
Does you wallet have any pics in it? Yes

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with? Yksi and Anthropup
Last car ride? From Mother in law's house to home yesterday evening
Last text message? from Katy
Last baby you held? Ummm Can we count cradling wife's tummeh with baby in it?

LAST THING?
What was the last thing you bought? A coffee from Costa I think
What was the last thing you had to drink? Some coke last night
What was the last thing you watched? Scuzz still
What was the last thing you read? Things at work
What was the last thing you hand wrote? A note to Katy

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone? Katy
Who was the last person you took a picture of? Nat under a pile of Plushies apparently
Who do you miss right now? Lots of people, specifically Stacey, Rhosyn and Fiona :/
Who last IM'd you? A child who we shall not speak of :/

CURRENTLY:
What color shirt are you wearing? Is white with blue, black and purple stripes
Have any tattoos? No
Have you any piercings? Nope
Straight hair or curly? Starts off straight but starts to curl if I grow it.
Where are you? At home, but not for long

HAVE YOU EVER:
Confessed your love and been turned down? Yeah
Accomplished a life goal? Yep
Thought you were pregnant? All the time babeh!
Sang in front of a crowd? Heh, sort of. I can't sing at all. I did get a standing ovation though :D

SIX THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Chest o drawers
2. At least 1 cat
3. Bed
4. laundry
5. My mind
6.Clothes

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship? Yeah
2.Want a relationship? Uhh, I have one silly
3.Wanna get married? I am. So obviously yeah

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Work
2. Certain people
3. I need sleep
4. I don't know where to start

The way to win your heart? Let me love you and that's it.
When was the last time you really laughed? Can't remember tbh. I do it a lot though
What are you like when you're drunk? I'm the annoying guy who just talks BS
Do you drink milk straight from the carton? There's another way to do it?
Who knows a big secret about you? I'm sure there's a few
How long is your hair? Got it cut last night, I'm a sleeker better lighter faster shep now :D
Who was the last person who told you they loved you? Stacey
What did you have for breakfast? A steak pie, very nutritious!
Is your birthday on a holiday? Nope, it's a couple days from midsummer but yeah
What instant messaging service do you use? MSN and Yahell
Are you signed on it right now and if so, who are you talking to? yes, and not talking
Can you cook? I damn well hope so :)
Did you have a nap today? No, need one!
What do you wear more, jeans or sweats? Jeans
When is your birthday? 23rd June
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Asda
Do you have any regrets? Too many!
Do you use an alarm clock? Use my mobile
Where was your default Facebook picture taken? Bristol floof meet last may I think
Whats the first thing you notice of the opposite sex? If they're smiling or not
What color is your favorite shoe? Black
Who would you like to see right now? Stacey and Tay and Yksi
Who was the last person to call you? Katy, wasn't this question already asked?
Are you a social or antisocial person? Antisocial for the most part
Do you have a tan? A slight tan
Would you rather sleep in the bed with someone, or alone? With someone every time!
Have you ever been in a mosh pit? Yes
Did you miss someone today? *nods*
What's your favorite commercial at the moment? Eh, whatever
Do you always wear your seat belt? Yes, although I have a habbit of pulling away before I put it on.
Who was the last person to disappoint you? Hmmm, not sure
You know what you want to do with your life? No
How is life going for you right now? meh
Do you like American Idol? Hell no!
What was the last reason you cried? Because Rhosyn asked me something which finally managed to melt my heard after ummm... 16 years.
How do you feel about piercings and tattoos? Some tattoos are ok. Not into peircings
Do you believe that what comes around goes around? Yeah I do
What is your favorite fruit? Avacado
Does anyone love you? Yep, at least I hope so
Is your best friend pretty? More than that. My best friend is beautiful!
Where is one place you want to visit? Boston with wife.
Done anything illegal? Indeed
Have you ever crawled through a window? More climbed up through.
Are you a morning person or a night person? Night!
Are you a forgiving person? Yes, it's my biggest fault :/
What are you listening to right now? Still Scuzz
Are you taller than 5'6? Yep I'm 5'11"
Are you single or taken, if so by who? Taken, still... by the wife
Are you afraid of the dark? Sometimes, although I do love shadows cast at night, but that requires light

(I got 3 lovers!! | Am I special?)

Saturday, November 14th, 2009

- Since I got up yesterday morning at 5am..

4:26 pm

I have slept 2 hours, and consumed the grand total of....

a twix and 500ml of coke.

By tonight I'll have worked 29 hours since I got here.

I am finishing at 9pm tonight and then I am eating a mahoosive meal and will think about making my way back to Plymouth for an indeterminate amount of time :)

(Am I special?)

Friday, November 13th, 2009

- OMG

5:36 pm

Streeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssssssss

The site is a disaster. It needs so much work and organisation. Seems that the guy who has been holding it for the last few weeks has done a lot already, but it's really tantamount to a drop in the ocean. Just to really rag me off... there's like no mobile phone reception up here. I think if I walk out front I get a little bit of reception. However my internet dongle is useless here. I've just had to pay £10 for 1 day of internet usage. How utterly shag arse bad!

No idea how I'll cope?! keep me in your thoughts people. I've got to get back to work now. I'll probably be back around 11pm or so on pager and stuff.

(Am I special?)

Thursday, November 12th, 2009

- 7 hours till I leave

10:55 pm

I won't be seeing or talking to you guys for a while. Have fun all.

(I got 9 lovers!! | Am I special?)


- Wish that I was...

1:11 am



Lyrics )

(I got 1 lover!! | Am I special?)

Wednesday, November 11th, 2009

- Quizage!

7:55 pm

Leave me a comment saying "You smell like tartre sauce"
• I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity
• Update your journal with the answers to the questions
• Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people question

I was asked these questions by [info]jackelesque

1. If you could have another species for your fursona, what would it be?

Well That's a tough one. I've thought of having a few other fursonas, a dog who happens to be an angel and an Eagle. But generally Janner is my fursona and I'm comfortable with it.

2. What's your dream adventure holiday?
Hmm I'm not sure that an adventure holiday is something I'd consider to be a dream. I like the sort of holiday where you get up in the morning if you feel like it, then you generally spend a day doing nothing and in the evening you recover from the day of layness by relaxing then at some point you end up going to bed. So yeah I think a holiday in like Barbados with like a short walk to the beach and unlimited drinks from one of those tikki huts they have out there which serve drinks in half a coconut with a pink umbrella. You know the ones!

3. What's your pet peeve?

Oh I have so many of these. Many of them are centred around work. I hate, hate hate seeing crockery stacked like a big plate with a smaller plate on top and on that a cup or something or other. It has to be large plate on large plate on large plate etc etc.

4. If you could learn another language, which would it be?

Easy one to answer. I have always always wanted to learn sign language. I'm currently learning a bit of Makaton but want to be fluent in BSL.

5. What was your first impression of furries on your first fur meet, convention, etc.?

Oh my... My 1st meet was a Bristol meet where everyone went ice skating. I was shy as heck, and wasn't sure what to expect. Everyone was nice enough... only I don't think I fitted in so well. It wasn't until the second furmeet I got to see the usual 5 year olds on e numbers type behaviour we're all used to. I was actually shocked that not everyone had a fursuit though. I did expect there to be more.

(I got 12 lovers!! | Am I special?)


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